Do you ever find it hard to sit up straight on rainy days?
The clouds hovering over head like a UFO .
I find my self as of late quite inside , still, waiting for some kind of news to flash over head
“Extra Extra read all about it! Stephanie……” (the story is for another day)
When I sit down in this quite house I hear unfamiliar creaks and feel a draft that my body is not use to. I see walls that I did not paint, I see a yard that is not yet mine.
When I was 33 moving around place to place wasn’t that big of a deal… I would welcome the shifts and introduce my self to the creaks….but not now…Now I am leery and nervous.
A bit like a child in the dark.
A part of me wants to hide, another part wants to go forward and be brave…
holding my lantern in comfort… knowing a light is casting it’s glow on each forward step…
I walk forward minute by minute into unknown territory.
Living an OPEN LIVE is the only way I can cut through the dense fog of not knowing what is ahead.
I have faith….I wear it on my thumb…
a ring I found with the word “faith” etched on the surface. I lost it three times and each time I told myself to have “faith and you will find it” and I did….so I do….
Faith that the kid in me, holding my lantern, walking through the unknown will soon find what I knew all along