The New Year is in motion–as are the Anderson’s
Nothing is more the truth than this family never stops! One thing after the other…always moving and changing and moving and grooving and if anything……living.
I don’t know what day it is sometimes. I look at my hubby and smile and realize that if anything, thank god, we are in this together. I love it and hate it and resent it and would NEVER take it back all at the same time! I am my family. My family is me. What ever I am, who ever I want to be and where ever I find myself my family, my favorite five come with me. Shadows sometimes, ring leaders at other times–no matter–still mine.
I laugh so many times a day, for example, Matt came running down the stairs walks into the living room realizing the fire was probably out by now and said outloud, “the fire doctor is here.” At the same time Tatum, the girl of my life, said, mommy daddy just said, “I fart in your ear.” I busted it. She looked at me in amazment and said, “what?” I said, “I don’t think that’s what he actually said.” She and I looked at each other and started laughing. Oh! Tatum I can’t wait to talk to you about your first LOVE!
Oh if I had someone to talk to about my first loves. I thought I saw him one day when getting gas and I thought I would die. I thought I was going to revert back to my 16 year old self that has nothing to do with ME. I glanced over and met his eyes and he met mine. I know it was him. We both knew with no regrets, just amazment probably that we were both still alive.
Something about this year tells me to hold my head high and know the best is coming. There may be some trials and errors, there may, most certainly be some challenges and disagreements, but really all in all the lens of my life is coming into focus and I am starting, more closely to see….
to see exactly what it is I am shooting for.
May the new year bring peace, love, prosperity and excitment.